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Today morning I woke up earlier because someone call by phone and when we asked they didn't answer else "colgaba" then my bro got up and he had disconected the phone and after I slept again but I can't, and I was thinking of some girl that I had loved her since 3er level and I can't say her any because I have been shy and when I'm with her I don't know what to say then this morning I was thinking of how will be the next time when I'm with her but is easier think but when I'm with her I'm another person I change all my character, since I mee her I known that she is the loved of my life, I like to say that but I don't know how can I say some guys have told me that I touch her hand and I tell I love you or something else but I don't like to be a "barbajan" and I like to this been how she will merit and wiht respect then what more liked to be my girlfriend but if she don't like I can't say or do something for her love however she like her carrier then she always be studing for her class and some teachers toldme that from 3er level to 8th level will finish the social life then I'm going to pass to 3er level and if this prof had told the truth this level was the last to social life then I can't invite something but wherever I like or better said I love her.